FROM MY BOX

my home

2009-08-08T15:49:00.000-07:00

At last my home is ready and i move in May 1, 2009... captions of my home:

me in another website

2009-08-08T15:45:00.000-07:00

I had created a new website for more professional things.... so please visit http://cikgushima.com

Danish - my Adesh

2009-05-16T17:08:00.001-07:00

oh yes my grandson Danish grow up also, of course to be a handsome guy....

share with atuk ... listening to the ...?

Faris - my Adot

2009-05-16T16:40:00.000-07:00

so long i didn't talk about my beloved grandson... he grow up to be handsome, serious guy.. Faris yang serious

sebenar nya ni time dia bad mood...... hari yang lain he is jovial and very amusing......

LOVE U SO MUCH....

birthday update

2009-05-16T16:31:00.000-07:00

sorry dah banyak birthday yang terlepas including my own
tapi sempat gak celebrate birthday serentak...

mama, abah dan yanie kene share satu birthday gathering dengan anak-anak
makan tomyam, nasi ikan dan tak lupa secret recipe cake
Syukur Alhamdullilah, Allah panjangkan usia dan dapat meraikan hari lahir yang ke 52..
52 already... am i look that old?? la cake kecil jer... nak kongsi potong sampai 3 orang..tu yang abah tersenget tu..

i am back

2009-05-16T16:26:00.000-07:00

dah lama tak update blog mama ni
sebenarnya banyak sangat kerja dan tak ada masa nak ngadap komputer untuk update
tiap-tiap hari ngadap komputer untuk sediakan bahan akbar, adabi dan soalan peperiksaan untuk sekolah
ni baru lega sebab soalan peperiksaan dan adabi dan siap
bahan akabar from time to time jadi tak risau sangat.
banyak citer tertangguh
rumah ?
dah 90.1% siap
tinggal touch up skit2 sebelum pindah masuk

Happy birthday nana

2008-11-19T06:58:00.000-08:00

Nana, sorry, i take so long to updated my page and wish u a happy birthday! Happy belated birthday nana.

Actually you are very easy baby to give birth, it took about an hour of labor pain before giving birth to you.
First class hospital ward is fulled during that time, so you are born in VIP class ward but only matron on duty, You already come to the world while the doctor still on the way to hospital on Nov 6 misty morning.
To raise you up was a pleasure to me, so easy going toddler with curly hair. Mama always LOVE you so much.

my new home

2008-11-19T06:49:00.000-08:00

its been so long i didn't update my pages... so many things to do before school holiday.
today i have plenty of time.. school holiday started.
I have almost one and half month to go ... wow!
My new (old cottage) house is in renovation process. I add in two more bathroom attached bedrooms and widen up my kitchen.. all the money needed of course from my hubby saving.
A lot of ideas lingering in my mind, what colour should be paint, flower boxes should be filled with suitable flower.

My UMRAH and ZIARAH - cont..2

2008-08-09T21:49:00.000-07:00

....The bus moved at lowest velocity... one of the members in the bus decide to collect some money to give the driver some tip... its worked! so half way to Mecca the bus moved normally again. [sigh.. owh ok that's life...]

Stopped at Bir 'Ali for niat Umrah the journey continued and arrived Makkah after 4 hrs journey.. check in into the hotel Safwa and went to the Masjidil Haram for Umrah...

'terasa sebak di dada ini memandang ke arah Kaabah... ya Allah telah tertunai hajatku untuk menziarahi rumahmu Baitullah... betapa jauh perjalanan ini untuk ku sampai disini, betapa barakah tempat ini...

I followed mutawwif along the way until finish all the wajib things to do, then went back to hotel to have a rest and dinner.

Masjidil Haram the view from my hotel path.

Kaabah from my hp camera.

The next day visiting historical holy places where Rasulullah hide from enemy before hijrah to Madinah- Jabal Thur, then few other places before went to Hudaibiah Mosq for niat ihram again.
the hudaibiah is the place where Rasulullah had the agreement to enter the Mecca.

The other day, i join my clique to visit Jabal Nur, where the Hira' cave located. The place where Rasulullah received the first verse of AlQuran - Iqra". The mountain is quite high and i managed to climb halfway and stop, and wait for my friends to came down.

from the mountain top The Hira' cave

The next day visit was Padang Arafah and Mina where al Haj pilgrim gather during Haj.

On the day 10, i had my last visit and pray at the Kaabah before return home.
the most sad moment when did the tawaf wida' - goodbye ,
but the doa - that I will be back soon.

My UMRAH and ZIARAH - cont..

2008-08-09T18:41:00.000-07:00

On the 1st of June morning, my journey for Umrah to Makkah al Mukarammah begin. before that during solat Subuh, i made my last visit to Masjid Nabawi to say goodbye to Rasullullah, wish to visit him again soon... very touching moment and my tears running feel like i am going to leave someone i love so much.. really doa to come again soon to be there with him..
'Ya Allah, rahmatilah Maqam Baginda, kurniakan lah kedudukan yang tertinggi yang pernah engkau janjikan..Amin'
'Ya Allah, panjangkan umurku dan murahkan rezekiku agar dapat aku menziarahi Kekasihmu lagi, ya Allah sekiranya tidak pajang umurku dan ini adalah ziarah terakhirku, jadikan lah aku orang-orang yang berada dalam syafaat NabiMu ya Allah'

I look out from my bus window and saw Baqi graves spreading near Masjid Nabawi ...as the bus moved slowly leaving the Most Peaceful place i ever visit...

My UMRAH and ZIARAH

2008-08-09T17:36:00.000-07:00

So long i didn't visit my own blog, time flew away and busied myself with other thing
actually so many thing to share:

My umrah to Makkah:

After so long of really doa and wish, my dream come true again, i able to squize my time and make a move and fly to Saudia for my Umrah and Ziarah:

My trip begin on 24 th May,

took the bus from Malacca to Singapore - Changi Airport - whole night arrived Changi in the morning and took Air India to Bombay
Transit for 3 hrs and took Air India to Jeddah ..( no Hindi film star arround there..but some beautiful faces of girls)
Took the bus to Medinah Munawarah, another 6 hrs journey. ( for 360 + km.. with extra slow bus moved)
After more 20 hrs journey ...lastly arrived Mawaddah Safwa Hotel nearby Masjid Nabawi.

Pic to share:

Hotel

Madinah:

Satu ketenangan menyelubungi hati, terasa damai dan bahagia, terutama ketika bersolat dalam Masjid Nabawi dan membaca Quran disitu.. terasa Baginda Rasulullah disisi.. ketika menziarahi Maqam Baginda .. begitu tenang terasa kerana beliaulah membawa kita mengenal Allah, menunjukkan kita kebenaran yang hakiki.. ketika bersolat di Raudah terasa amat hampir diri ini denganMu ya Allah....

Madinah:

a very peaceful and quite place for solat and doa.

four days in Madinah; visiting historical places :

Jabal Uhud - stones mountain

'betapa Ya Allah, Rasulullah dan Sahabat berjuang menegakkan Islam dalam ketandusan air dan bukit bukau tidak berpokok dan panas mentari membakar kulit. betapa hebat perjuangannu ya Rasullullah dalam menegakkan agama Allah... terasa amat kerdil diri ini yang terlalu sedikit cabaran ditempuhi..

The Graves
'makam para Syuhada yang gugur dalam perang.. termasuk Saidina Hamzah yang syahid dan terus memegang bendera Islam sehingga titisan darah terakhir... Ya Allah tempatkanlah meraka di syurga yang Engkau telah janjikan untuk mereka...'
menurut riwayat tempat ini telah dilanda banjir dan mayat-mayat para Syuhada yang gugur sekitar 1000 tahun lepas masih utuh seperti baru meninggal dikebumikan semula.. Wallhualam..

After 4 days ziarah Madinah, i continued my Umrah to Makkah....

life has to go on

2008-05-13T13:57:00.000-07:00

life has to go on...

there are so many obstacles in life... and that make me strong and wise.. thanks to God that give me obstacles .... make me realized ; human is not perfect; the only true love is from Allah, never fail to love me ...

danish... bald head... oh no!!

2008-04-04T23:48:00.000-07:00

Meeting in Morib... hectic days to go, with files of things to be done in 4 days 3 night time in Impian hotel. Miss my grandsons so much... miss danish's baby words..nennek kokong...'
received mms pic from Yani... shows .. danish with bald head.. oh no!
where all his mushroom hair gone?
just simply call yani and scolded her....

danish 'bald'????

my darling danish with mushroom hair

>>>>>>>>

until the next day she sent another mms with three bald heads together.. i couldn't help it, laughed out till tears in my eyes.

From left .. Faris, daddy and Danish.................>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

my journey... short visit to France and Italy

2008-04-04T23:07:00.000-07:00

... with swiss France 280.00 my hubby, me and four other friends rent a car and made a trip to ski mountain - mont blanc chamonix, it is in France... small chamonix town with beautiful scenery and escape to Italy through Mont Blanc tunnel...

village de Rhone.. from the mountain..

chamonix...

no need words to explain yeah........

my journey... pic says more than words..

2008-04-04T20:09:00.000-07:00

For 10 days in Geneva.... i had a wonderful time.. , so here the pictures that say more than words...

flower clock daffodil bloom..

United Nation area

trees without leaf.. .... snow top mountains

three legs
chair

...... monument and jetty for boats.

my journey ..continue..

2008-04-03T07:44:00.000-07:00

What a hectic week for me... attend meeting from Monday to Thurs, now i am going to continue my story... after check in the Bernina hotel, my hubby and i, had a wonderful sightseeing just walking down the street .

to Lec Leman.. a beutiful lake with water jet shoot up ...

MY JOURNEY

2008-03-26T06:48:00.000-07:00

bonjour!
After coming back from my wonderful holiday, only today i manage to really sit in front of my monitor...and write ..wish it still fresh in my memories.

my hubby check in at Bernina Hotel. Geneva.

day 1 - march 9
by taking 11pm on the 8 of march flight to london, my hubby and i reach london at 7 am on march 9. cool wind rush to my face... oh yes i love it very much, London heathrow airport as usual busy., take a bus ride to connection flight - British Airways to Geneva..
after check in .. we still have a few hours before sunset... so we just take a walk along the road down to waterfront of Lec Leman..
the beautiful scenery ...with soft cool wind really refreshing.

will continue later...

my dream come true..

2008-03-06T14:44:00.000-08:00

hubby called from his office.. he had short notice .. meeting in Geneva from 10 to 15 of March..wow!, just fit my school short break...so just a simple word..
...may i joint u?..
...yes, if you,re free, book a ticket if available..
...whole evening searching..in the net.. manage to book MAS super saver to London and then link flight to Geneva..
..oh dear.. what a dream, Switzerland..here i come on coming Saturday
..so bye everybody, also all the works... i am going for a holiday!
..[in the middle of lots, lots..of things to be done..]

busy life teacher?

2008-03-06T14:31:00.000-08:00

....mid semester test just finish with the test papers bundle-up on my desk...huk..need to be mark in short one week school break, Melor from MMU called asking for content editing and revising...ABABI office called asking my biology question papers, series of questions papers for publishing in 2008 to be finish,my biology notes for local newspaper, ....huk...paper work for district teacher course, paper work for student camp....
......and of course time for visiting my dear grandsons...danish and faris...

...huk... with all these...i still need a break for me..wish dream come true..

adi akmal faris

2008-02-29T01:54:00.000-08:00

26 Feb.. my new grandson arrived .... he is so cute!

love u adi akmal faris...... now i got two boyfriends to look forward of to meet.....danish and faris

family.....

2008-02-11T06:16:00.000-08:00

family is important part of my life...... i need them to be around...

My daughter birthday..

2008-02-11T05:18:00.000-08:00

7 february.....my 1st daughter birthday.. i have nothing to give just a message to her email with full of love and 'doa' for her happiness in whole of her life and afterlife...
actually ...i really want to tell her that in life , there is a lot of obstacles one after another that she has to face and thats will make her strong......

2008-02-07T00:25:00.000-08:00

.....telah kembali ke rahmatullah... seorang pelajar dari sekolahku... yg mempunyai tarikh lahir yang sama dgnku...cuma tahun nya berbeza ...1995
mengundang keinsafan dihati, betapa Allah berkuasa menghidupkan dan mematikan..ya Allah cucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya, tempatkan ia bersama orang-orang yang Engkau muliakan......

adi ahmad danish

2008-02-06T23:05:00.001-08:00

my grandson ..... the only grandson for the time being.... named Danish, Adot. Adesh....Dash... semua 2 la yang nenek boleh panggil..

me ... in my box?

2008-02-06T21:16:00.000-08:00

i met my ex student ...... that really admire me since i teach him years ago, ... he moves around the world and one day he came across my path and met me... from him i realized that i am still in a box.... my life just my home, my school, my husband and my kids.....neighbors? .. once in while just to say hello... and how are you?..... that's my box..